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She watched the Marriott sign grow closer in her peripheral vision while keeping her face pointed slightly south, and she thought about the man in the dark jacket and whether he was from the organization or just an ordinary person who happened to be walking the same direction, and she gave that question a twenty percent chance of the innocent answer and moved accordingly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She hit the revolving door and went through and was in the lobby \u2014 warm, chandeliered, busy with check-ins and luggage carts \u2014 and she didn&#8217;t stop, didn&#8217;t slow, just angled left toward the elevator bank, pressed the down button, waited the four seconds it took for the doors to open, stepped in, pressed B2, and stood with her back against the elevator wall watching the lobby through the narrowing gap of the closing doors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The man in the dark jacket came through the revolving entrance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He stopped. Looked left. 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